cause now's the time, to close your eyes & see what you've got here.

iMovie - Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.

I know I don't like watching animated movies but I really wanted to watch this :) && there's a Jeanette in the movie :D they should name the chubby one Jeanette. Anna Faris plays me, nice! It's kinda exciting to hear my name cause I don't really hear heaps of Jeanettes.

Ooh, there's also my name with my surname in Bee Movie! I wonder where they got that idea from :)

Anyways. Rarely blogging cause I'm never in my room these days! shocker. I'm always downstairs using my sister's Mac. my room is abandoned. I only come up late at night to sleep then early morning go back downstairs.

Today, my mother's friend is staying over so I came up a little earlier. hence the blogging :)

Went out to watch a movie with my sister's friends then to dinner with more of her friends. Initially we were suppose to have dinner at Fatty Crab but there's SO DAMN many people! Why don't they go some where else to eat! I wanted my Fatty Crab!

didn't wait, went over to Taman Tun for dinner instead. no fun. had FroYo for desert. man those stuff are sure as hell damn expensive.

An ATM machine that pays you with Frozen Yogurt :P

I really do need to go grocery shopping. There's nothing but ANTS in the house! what is it, insect season!? One drop of something on the table cloth and a whole army of ants comes "flying" in -.-

In case you're like me and lost track of time and day, it's December 29th. 3 more days to a new decade.

I'm making a list, checking em twice, gotta find out which movie is nice
cause my sister is going to penang todaayy :D

chestnuts roasting in an open fire, Jack Frost nipping on your nose.

iMovie - Home Alone.

Cause there's always those Christmas scenes ;) it's all about their Christmas and Kevin being left home alone :) my only movie close to Christmas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE xD
♥♥♥

Living in Malaysia, me & my family don't really celebrate Christmas. Every outing with friends or any celebration doesn't really feels like Christmas to me.

My idea of a Christmas is having a big tree in the middle of the house, having 12 days of presents under it, experiencing cold weather and having snow fall the day of Christmas. Roasting chestnuts in an open fire, having family around, waking up super early just to run down to the tree and open presents.

That's my idea of a prefect Christmas! any other thing is just regular daily routine I go through. I want my version of a Christmas come true! That's what I want from Christmas, each and every year!

Well anyway, I'm happy with this year's Christmas nevertheless. I got to spend a week or so with my family all day long. I loved having to wake up and rush to my mums room to discuss what to do and where to go for the day. I loved to have to share a bathroom with my sister to get ready (I hate it when I have to use it and she's in already though) haha.

I had a great one this year.

Well, more of today soon :)
Merry Christmas! get jolly!

I'll hold on to this moment you know & I won't let go.

iMovie - The Open Road.

I LOVE THIS YEARS CHRISTMAS!! ;)
♥♥♥

Day 4 of shopping! I likey likey.

I promised to blog about yesterday today, so I'm gonna keep my word. I almost didn't but here goes. I tried to blog this morning/afternoon but we suddenly decided to go Digital Mall. After we came home, I slept for awhile, wanted to blog when I woke but mums decided to go The Curve, so now I'm blogging in the middle of the night.

busy busy bee :) good busy though. I'm loving all these days :) Sleep also can sleep with a big fat smile plastered on my face :D

Talk about yesterday! Went Rezzys for sushi lunch. The funny thing about us is that each time we go have lunch there, we'll complain each and every time cause the food really sucked. But but, we always go back :P

Take #27355820126. mums can never take pictures!

Round One :P

yup, that's my sister. Well mannered & elegant :D

I don't like the lighting :( so white like ghost only. boo

You guys have no idea how many times I had to wait for sis each time we go Renaissance!
There's always someone knocking on her door after eating -.-

I had kinda curly hair that day cause I curled it :)

We ARE sisters -.- haha!

mumsie "trying" to be photographic

I ♥ MUMMY

Mother really wanted to go see Christmas decorations so we ended up going to MidValley after. It was packed! I hate going to malls filled with people EVERYWHERE! Went looking for ties. That was our mission for that day. And of course my headphones but mission failed.

Last store after #30 stores!

tired! We even smile the same way -.- SISTERS!

Came home late evening, deelee, daalee awhile then jet to Amanda's house for her surprise return dinner. Bumped into Alvin there too. Auntie Cindy is one hell of a good mother! She prepared so many different types of food and even called a few of Amanda's friends ;)

My mother? tsk! she won't even pick me up for the airport when I came back from Perth la! let along throw me a party -.- haha.

Watched a movie before snugging into bed.

Woke up with a very bad neck! It still hurts right now ;( I couldn't turn my head the entire day, I had to turn my whole body to look around. bummer.

Had a quickie decision to go Digital Mall in the afternoon. Mission was to hunt for my headphones! but it was more expensive than the one I saw in The Curve. so I ended up not getting it. instead, I got a new mouse :)

Logitech all the way babeh :) All my computer thingys are Logitech! woo.

Sister bought another 1TeraBit external hard drive. tsk! I want another one too :P:P

Today was super hot, but windy! crazy crazy weather. Watched another movie before having another evening nappie time :)

Woke up, wanted to blog and shower but mum said we're going to The Curve, we roll :) Got my Christmas present from mummy ♥♥♥ :D:D

All I wanted! I love it!



I'm going to sleep with a smile on my face
for the rest of my life because I truly know that
I'm blessed :)

maybe it's true that I can't live without you.

iMovie - Post Grad.

Day 3 of shopping :D I likey. I've been shopping ever since I finished my finals. very bad. haha! but still, I feel very happy that all the prices are slashed!

Went to Sungai Wang with my sister yesterday only for a few hours and I was satisfied. I slept with a smile on my face ;) that's how easy it is to satisfy me ♥

well not because I get to go Sungai Wang that made me happy but because I bought loads of stuff for such a cheap cheap price ;) love it.

The day before that, I went to go get some DVDs since it's the holidays and I can watch as much movies I want all day long. Bought a few then downloaded the rest. Since there isn't anymore tv series to download this month, I started downloading movies. I need to keep downloading. I can't leave my Azureus un-busy :P

So, if you guys haven't guessed, my sisters back. She's hogging the car all the time! & after she's done hogging it, I have to pump the gas if I wanna use it cause she'll leave it blinking! now, I'm so not going to wash the car as long as she's here :P She can take it to the car wash herself. save me money.

Now time for random pictures :) I'll be blogging about today tomorrow ;) If I'm not lazy! haha, I still need to go get my Christmas present from my mum! I can't wait laaa. Guess what I want from her? I'm being such a good daughter by not demanding for expensive stuff such as an iPhone 3Gs (when she already have an iPhone) or whatever like my sister wanted.

All I want for Christmas from my mother are headphones :D since my current one is like shit. See, cheap and practical! All mother wants me. HAHAHA.

My mother is crazy!

I love my sister :D My personal drug.

Last time Pods macam ini punya. Lauren got me that :)

All my Twilight books is back home.
Well, almost all. Have yet to get Eclipse.

Mentos Rainbow! interesting.

Whatever helps her get through the day, right :P

Stuff I like to put on my lips :) I love Eliantos lip gloss.

Me & my CoffeeCup ♥

Gots to jet!
Going to Amanda's house for dinner cause she just go back from Aussie ;)

it's like a million little stars spelling out your name.

iMovie - Inglourious Basterds.

HAPPY PAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ELYZA ♥

Any other day wouldn't be as special as today to say thank you :) Thank you for being part of my life, thank you for being who you are, thank you for being born and thank you for being my best friend. I couldn't ask for anyone better than you.

We've had our shares of ups & downs and I'm glad that we had them because I think that got us much closer, knowing that our lives isn't as much fun when we're not talking to each other.

You are stuck with me forever! & to end on a high complement, since it's your birthday and all, if I was a lesbian, you'll so totally be my partner :P:P HAHA

ily♥

I am so happy :D The sweet scene of MY holiday is now sweeter than ever! & I was just informed that I have 3 weeks to laze around and watch movies all day long :D My favourite kinda lazy holiday!

The past 2 weeks had been hell for me. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't do anything else but bury my head deeper into all my revision sheets! I don't know why I'm so concern about my grades now rather than during PMR or SPM. I was so laid back and relax when I sat for my SPM.

now I'm all crazy about getting good grades! I think maybe because during my first semester, I had straight As and that feeling was like a drug to me. I wanted more results like those. I'm going crazy! nerd alert, nerd alert.

my life for the past 2 weeks :(

Anyways, my exams!

English wasn't so bad. it was tough, I'm not gonna lie but not bad. I hate essays that must be filled with facts and realistic points. I like more of those imaginary essays. write anything I want.

QM was easy :) Maybe because I studied like mad cow for it. I like QM, I blame Liew for making me drop Add Math. I think I'll like it if she hadn't been my teacher in the first place.

Economics was hell. I think I'm gonna fail that paper. It's like reading alien language. Plus I didn't dare to write bullshits because knowing her and the way she marked my paper the last time, I'll get some negative grade instead.

Accounts :) The whole time doing it, I could hear holiday bells ringing above my head! I didn't even bother to double check everything. I left the second I dotted my I's and crossed my Ts :D

Oh holiday, you're very much missed! I'm not going to let you go that fast ;)

So, for my pre-holiday :P I took Ely out (well, actually she took me out) for dinner to celebrate her early birthday. Oh the funny thing was, ( I find it funny la :D ) that she missed me by 5 minutes on Monday, when she called, I finished cooking my maggie mee -.- So the next day she text me 4 hours prior to dinner to invite me! LOL. funny? no. oh wells. I find it funny :D

Treated her to Fridays. And she gotten a free cake like she wanted. she's high on free stuff. I pity those waiter working on that shift because when we were there, they sang and gave away at least 4 birthday cakes! Ely was the fifth WHILE we were there. haha.

with her free cake!

Saw this! Who paints their car like that?!
I'll die caught in one :P

AND THEN I did the most idiotic thing someone could have done -.- If only there's a delete button in my life where I can delete memories like those!

Today for my official holiday, went out with Vivian after my paper. we both had something to buy which is nice to go hunting for em! Unfortunately I had a time limit which sucks. I wasn't done spending my money on unnecessary things.... (oh darn, my own words was a punch to the gut)

I damn diu lan now because I should have gone to the Popular in One Utama when there's that sale thingy! All the book I wanted was there! Message in the Bottle, Dear John and The Last Song was there! ARGH.

Bought another stick of lip balm because the second one that I bought, which was that pink one there taste like crap! It taste like those pink kids panadol. yuck! I would have gotten the cherry for my third stick but I wanted to play it safe :P

Besides, applying that strawberry one brings me back to the memories when I was at Perth, so I likey it a lot.

In the middle of the night waking from this dream,
I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me.,
You gotta c'mon, c'mon, say that we'll be together,
c'mon c'mon, little taste of heaven.
Taylor Swift - Untouchable ♥

google BIGGEST IDIOT and you'll get JEANETTE CHUNG
because I'm that STUPID!!


%$@&%#!!$*&%#*%@&$$$$$!

we used to be friend but I haven't thought of you lately at all.

iSeries - Veronica Mars.

nice, it's my 800th post :) coolio.

I lazed around today, ditched my studies. I seriously have no clue on what to study or what to revise already!

To be honest, I'm seriously very worried about my accounts. It used to be simple and easy for me but this time my lecturer wanted to take it up a notch - she's new and she want us to fail! So she twist and turn a lot of the terms and add harder additional informations. She's cruel.

Anyways, as I said, lazed around watching Veronica Mars and Friends. time passed by super fast today. no fun.

Went Ikano with mums for a few hours. There's sales in Popular *hallelujah* I was like a confused kid in a huge candy store. I wanted everything! but my mother gots to be the party pooper. She wouldn't buy those books for me ;( I wanted to get all Cecelia Ahern's books but she won't wanna give me the money. crap

But but but, I was lucky :) I saw a Nicholas Sparks' hard cover book which is only RM 19.90 + 15% sale xD I don't know why but that book is super cheap. The same title but different type of book, it was paperback and smaller sized cost RM 34.90. I'm thinking that hard cover book was from the clearance sale that didn't get bought. oh that poor book :P I'll give it the love and care it needs. haha.

Then bought another Nick Sparks book. I was struggling to decide which one to get since there was so many, unfortunately they didn't have the two title books I wanted which was Dear John & The Last Song.

My second hard covered book ;)

First one was that Lauren Conrad book which I also saw today in Popular! and it was 15% off -.-

I wanted to get Eclipse too but they were out of stock. stupid! The time I wanted Breaking Dawn, don't have. Now I want Eclipse, don't have. I've gots to go there with a clear mind of not wanting any Twilight books, maybe then when I go, they'll have it. HAHA reverse psychology :P

Also bought another Bros bottle. my desire one is starting to grow black spots :S I can't wash it with a sponge cause the mouth is too small. this time, I got the bigger mouth-ed one.

wee, I'm satisfied today with the money I spent. :) I tell you when I was not satisfied. I wasn't satisfied when I had to spend RM 85 for nothing! crapness. 85 bucks! I could have bought 2 pricey books with that money today! dang.

& for a closer.

I had a laughter fit when my mother asked me
for the direction to MOS!
then when I asked Hollie for the direction,
he asked me to invite my mom to club with his! :P

cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out.

iSeries - this week's tv series :P

I've been an emotional train wreck! I've cried so many times in the past 2 days while watching One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl, 90210, Brothers & Sisters as well as So You Think You Can Dance -.-

In SYTYCD I cried for Mia Michael's choreography. It's so touching and so moving and she's just awesome! Kudos to her for making me cry with just simple yet meaningful dance moves. Also cried for Chelsie and Mark's Bleeding Love routine.

Then I watched Brothers & Sisters and cried. Tears of joy. I'm always touched when the whole Walker family comes together. They are like some dysfunctional family that I wish I had. Can't believe Justin & Rebecca's got married (or did they?) ;) I love them!

cried when I saw Tommy & Lizzie walking in ;)

more tears of joy!

stupid ending! how can you leave me hanging like that!

Then during Gossip Girl, I cried when Nate asked Serena not to leave, and when Dorota told Vanya she's pregnant. Poor Nate :(

Vanya & Dorota ;)

"Let's go get drunk" oh Chuck.

Then this week's episode :'( Why must they target Chuck to be the sad one! I couldn't take it, I was sobbing the entire episode!

pushing Blair away :(

ohmygosh. chuck chuck chuck

Just finish watching 90210. at first I was feeling sad seeing Liam & Naomi not being together and the look they gave each other. It was breaking my heart watching Liam looking so sad. Another tear of joy episode followed by a I-couldn't-believe-it-cry. (a noOOoOoOo moment)

She's so sad ;(

He's so sad ;(
I'm so super sad ;'(

In the moment.♥

Also in the moment.

I like Jasper. I know most people don't like him cause he's shaddy and a drug dealer and yada yada but I like him. He makes Annie happy and he's nice to her and he loves her and I like him and I love his blue eyes!

& then.

Teddy! he's sad.

Ivy. she's sad! I pity her, she likes Liam but had to hide her feelings.

They broke up! stupid, I like them together ;)

But the happy ending I've been waiting for♥ :D:D

YEAY! :D

Okay, so is it me or is this week's series episode all sad ones? I think they are!

Ooh, I also cried for One Tree Hill when Julian poured his heart out to Brooke about his mother, and when he tried to help Alex and when Jamie was feeling blue about leaving for spain and when Dan felt sorry and when Jamie & Nathan went to see Dan and when Clay told Nathan & Hailey that he's planning to fall completely & insanely in love with Quinn :) I like that part the most.

OOH and I LOVED grubbs song! woah, when he played the piano, man it was powerful!

I haven't watch Melrose Place.
hopefully it's not another sad episode :)

First final paper tomorrow :S

I'm here for your entertainment! do you like what you see.

iSeries - Veronica Mars.

Team Logan & Veronica :) ♥♥

Do you guys realised that most tv series has/had a bad boy turned good? yeaps! There's :

Logan from Veronica Mars,
Logan from Gilmore Girls ♥,
Chuck from Gossip Girl♥,
Nathan from One Tree Hill,
Liam from 90210♥,
Luke from The OC.

& I love all of them :)

anyways, Christmas is coming! Sale signs are hung in front of stores, prices are slashed, the smell of snow is in the air :P a girl can only dream.

Since there's sales in most of the bookstores, I wanna take advantage and get all the books I wanted to get ;) I should start a list of books I want! Most people like clothing, shoes,watches.. me, I like books! idk why. I love em'

I especially have a liking for series books. gots to get ;

Eclipse. I still have rach's book, forgotten to give it back to her.
Best Friends Forever - Jennifer Weiner
Message In the Bottle - Nicholas Sparks
The Notebook - Nicholas Sparks
The Last Song - Nicholas Sparks
Dear John - Nicholas Sparks
Chasing Harry Winston - Lauren Weisberger
Everyone Worth Knowing - Lauren Weisberger

I want EVERY book written by Nicholas Sparks! I didn't know that he'd written so many books until I saw his collection that day with Elyza. Man oh man! I gots to go get them! especially Dear John and The Last Song ;)

He also written The Notebook, A Walk to Remember and Message In the Bottle. One of my favourite romantic movie of all time :)

All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth books, books, books ;D

Ooh, I also wanna make a necklace with my name on it. I always wanted one the day after I saw Lauren wearing one that my brother got made for her ;) I was like what, 13!?

Lastly I want my mother to be cooler, ladies & gentlemen -.-

iloveyou mums ♥♥

Last chrismas I gave you my heart, & the very next day, You gave it away.

iMovie - G-Force

I had nothing else better to watch.

Happy 18th Birthday my dearest Flick ♥

You know what, I didn't really liked you when I first knew you, but that was a million years ago. As we got closer in form 4 & 5, I can't stay away from you! You've been my best friend since, you've been my backbone in class and you've been my cheer-squad ever since ;)

I love you & love it more being your friend because we really get each other and we're both equally lame ;) We can sit staring at each other with awkward silence but it isn't awkward at all. We've been so close lately, I can't imagine not being your friend ♥

ily ;)

Also.
Happy 18th Birthday Jun Cheng :) Can't believe that we're both so super old already! haha.

Woke up early yesterday! Real early, got ready then went pick them up! They asked the worst driver amongst themselves to go pick them up -.- haha! Still, who knew the worst driver was the dependent driver.

I was like driving blind the whole time cause I didn't know the way! AND the guys were really GREAT HELPER directing me! for example, suppose we were to turn left, they'll tell me like 3 seconds before I had to turn left to turn left when I'm like on the 3rd right lane -.-

kik sei yan mou! I had to re-route so many times cause they direct me like 3 seconds before I had to turn or something. I got fed-up so I drove really really slowly so that they'll decide which road to take.

TADA surprise Rachel! She screamed so super loud :)

Jinng helped her pack her bags! Well, & Rachel was no help :P Jinng folded everything nicely, she took out everything and throw everywhere! lol. Jinng had to pack it twice. If only Jinng was folder-able, I betcha Rach will pack her along. haha :P I would.

Stayed there for a couple of hours, cam whore, laugh, shout, etc. fast forward.

Rach wearing her blue blazer black.

Jinng the conductor :P haha!

Us girls ;)

surprise gift from Jinng to Rach.

Au revoir

Dropped them off at The Curve then went pick Elyza up for dinner at 1Utama ;)

It doesn't feel like Christmas is almost here! Christmas isn't really big here isn't it? No snow, no Santa Clause getting stuck on chimneys, no chimneys to get stuck in even :P I wanna have my 12 days of gift giving this year! I want to make people happy on Christmas & see their faces when they receive presents they wanted :)

Dear Secret Santa, here I come!

Came home at about 12.30 midnight after hanging out with Elyza! My leg hurts! I've been driving all day and I'm super wiped out, woke up at 1PM this morning then napped and woke up again at 5!

Just sleeping the day away!

somebody call 911, shorty burning on the dance floor.

iMovie - Twilight Saga : New Moon.

I love it! No matter how sucky it is or how draggy it is :) Love is Love spelled backwards, haha! but but but I think it needs more of Jacob! and more of his abs scenes :D

yeah, it's funny! the first thing we do when we see someone bleeding is to take our shirt off! HAHA. man I'm hoping the next time I bleed, some dude with 8 packed abs takes off his shirt ;)

all in all, I loved it! It's not really like the book but who cares! ♥♥♥

Cooked french toast in the morning but it didn't look like french toast! I have no idea how to make those french toast I see on tele. How is it so yellow? hmm.

After that I teased mums cause she was having a spring cleaning. she took out EVERYTHING then put it back again. I told her to wash my car while she's at it but it didn't work :P

Ooh it's so hot today!

When it was time, got ready, then went to The Curve to meet up with almost everyone to watch New Moon -yay!!- Vivian, you should have come with! && thank you for putting up with my frustration and calming me down! I really appreciate you being there for me in my time of need. loves.

Elyza was making yummy noises the entire time! it was hilarious & Rachel was laughing the loudest!

Didn't get to go LOP this time around :( I wonder what's it like up theree.

california here we come, right back where we started from..

iSeries - The OC season 4.

Just started re-watching it again :) I had nothing to watch so I just grabbed a CD and inserted it into the player, that was what came up!

I don't know if I should be glad or sad that the rainy days are over! It was super summery hot today! I had my air conditioning on-ed the whole day.

The sky today! The sun was shinning right into my window :P

Speaking of today, I did nothing -.- Woke up super early and did nothing. Ate a lot was what I did! so not good, shit. I ate more today than I've ate in the last 4 nights combined. Since I always came home late from classes this days, I was only able to eat my first meal at 5, so that was my only meal of the day.

Today I ate super a lot. rice, left over salad, ice cream, bread & asam laksa! Oh no.
Though I have an excuse cause it's Thanksgiving! HAHA does that count?!

Didn't get to eat any turkey or stuffing or mashed potatoes or whatever else you see in shows when they film thanksgiving. I tried to dig up those episodes of Friends with their thanksgiving parts but I could find them.

Anyways, both of my iPod ear plugs thingy lost it's rubber ring thingy. Stupid things! It's so uncomfortable wearing them now & I'm gonna have to wanna buy a new one! I should buy a new one. Should I buy the similar one or some cheap cheap ones?!

My busy but not so busy whiteboard :P
it's now filled with the time, place and date of my final exam papers!

I'm rambling cause I have nothing else to do. haha

Happy ThanksGiving
&
Happy 18th Birthday Hollie :)
I'm sure you're out having the time of your life. It's a pleasure being one of your friend.

our hearts are hungry for the food that won't come.

iMovie - You've Got Mail.

Oooh classic oldies! It's like an olden day Serendipity ;) absolutely loved it. Meg Ryan is super pretty! I think Julianne Hough looks like her a lot!

My English drama is done&over! boy am I glad. I'm so not a drama person, no no! But I did enjoy the rehearsal process and everything. I had plenty of fun but no so much when I had to play out my role. It's so lame -.-

We had the most fun when we brought every piece of material we were gonna use for the drama. we actually spent more time playing dress up than actually rehearsing :)

Amina, one of my Russian group member.

Cam whoring while waiting for the other two punctual Malaysian to arrive
- Angeline & Jason that is :P

I wasn't ready -.-

& then Mrs. Potato came!

Our star boobies :P

We are too bright-a-stars. LOL

A little girl is lost & her name was
Funny Shit from Disco. lame.

Didn't get to use those props in the real drama :(

Ms. Angel Potato & Mrs. Devilish Devil

My un-round baby! haha.

The 'dude' that got me pregnant. HAHA

Tada :D my group members!

We were doing the Paramount start :)
but instead of the chairs, 1 guy is gonna bend over! YEAP

Anyways, I'm so glad it's over! I'm not even bothered about worrying about the marks because I simple don't care :D

I can't believed I wasn't friends with Angeline while we were in the same class for 2 years in high school! I've wasted 2 years of having fun with her because I'm sure having loads of fun with her around in college :D

She has my sense of humor and sarcasm, only that she's me who can speak mandarin! HAHA

I can't believe that my finals is only 2 weeks away! I haven't start doing my revisions and my account class haven't even finish! I'm so bloody lazy to study this days! &&& I'm gonna have too! I don't bloody wanna get another C- for econs! bloody bitch.

I need to concentrate! Go to the library all day & study like a little bitch! :D
I'm determined to ace all my papers! I have to!

your world, is my world & your fight is my fight.

iMovie - The Matrix Revolution.

bOoOOoOooOoOring movie! stupid even. only stupid people like me watches it :P haha! The first & second one is not that bad but the third one is bullshit!

So, did I ever mention how much my econs teacher hates me for reasons I don't know. It's not like I've talked to her or have any personal contact with her. It's always, student who never asked question and lecturer who don't give a damn relationship.

But somehow things escalated! She hates me now! She's always picking on me, embarrassing me in front of the entire class! THen, she gave us back our mid term paper. This is how she marked my paper -.-

According to her, she minus marks from stuffs that aren't relevant to the question instead of giving mark only to points that are correct. WHATTHEFUCK bitch! && if I didn't draw that stupid graph which I really don't know about, my marks wouldn't have been minus-ed - according to her!

&& when I went up to her and ask her for her explanation on how she marked, she was a total bitch to me and even minus-ed Angeline's marks for helping me out! Bitch.

Ooh, I'm super totally sorry for getting your marks minus-ed Angeline, I'm really sorry! I really am.

During her class, she saw me all fired up when I went back to my seat so after class, she pretended to be all nice to me and explained everything nicely again. She's totally afraid I'll complained about her to our head of foundation which I intend to do!

bitch.bitch.bitch!

I need to be a suck up student in the future la! They get the better marks! always.

Been pretty busy this week! I'm tired and I'm tired and I don't feel like waking up at 7am every damn morning and come home at 5pm!

When this week is over, I'll at least have a little breather before starting another week of hectic revision and classes and nerd-ing out for my finals :(

I'm hitting the switch off button right now! Goodnight peeps.

I can't wait to go on a holiday!

think I'll start a new life, think I'll start over where noone knows my name.

iMovie - The Replacements.

One of my most favourite movies of 'old times'. I used to be madly in love with Keanu Reeves last time :) & that guy from X-files :P seriously. Mulder I think his name was..

Anyways, watching back all the oldies, it reminded me how much I was in love with him :) I had a big big crush! ♥♥♥

After that, I couldn't stop myself from having a Keanu Reeves movie marathon. Watched The Replacements to Speed to Hard Ball to Chain Reaction to Street Kings to Constantine to The Lake House to The Matrix which I still don't get, & I'm downloading the second & third movie.

They are all in CDs! it's so blur! Thank gosh for DVDs this days! I gots to go get The Replacement and Speed in DVD!

Anyways, now some emo & angry sentences ahead.

*!@#&%$!*&%@$!*$@#!!!!!

One thing I think I'm good at is knowing that time will heal all wounds. So now all I can do is wait for time to pass and for my anger to subside.

In the past, I've fell apart with my best friend because I took everything so seriously and I acted on my reaction and did not think of the consequences of my words. I've learn that lesson the hard way and now I'm keeping everything inside until it goes away.

confrontation and/or releasing my anger will not help matters get better.

I'm feeling like I was blind this whole entire time & now I see things clearly and I'm not liking what I see. It's like the friends I made, the things I've done, the marks I left did not sink into anybody.

feels like a human in an alien planet. For the first time, my eyes are wide open and I don't belong, you know. I think that I know what you're saying but at the end, I'm still at the other side of everything.

It's sad because I thought I mattered but truthfully, I'm just a pawn ready to be sacrificed when something better comes along.

ohmygosh I'm such a bummer. I feel pathetic for myself too! This would categorize me as a loser in the universe book..

My worst enemy is my imaginations. I have so many images of what my life should be like &
all in my head until I realized that nothing is the way I imagined it to be.